// 6:28 AM: dream now, sleep later//

this may be due to my “late night thinKIM” (well actually I woke up early, as opposed to staying up late, so… “WEIk early mindset”?) but…

I am such a lazy person!

I procrastinate.

I put things on hold.

I shrug it off and say “eh, I’ll do it later”

And as a result…

I do not exercise.

I start homework in the wee hours of the morning.

My room… has almost no more room for mess.

These may seem like such meager occurrences, but what if this is starting to reflect my goals? My wishes? My life? My DREAMS? Am I going too far with this way of thinking that I’m putting my DREAMS on hold? that I’m procrastinating the search and capture of my dreams? shrugging off my dreams, “eh, I’ll find them later.” What if I need to find them NOW?

Normally, we sleep first, and subsequently, dream. (That is how the slumber cycle and REM sleep stages work. I pay attention in Psych class k.) 

But do I need to be dreaming now and sleeping later? 

These are my thoughts vomited onto an online text document as the sun rises today. A day where I might be going to Disneyland, the place of happiness and dreams and rainbows and butterflies. I want to dream!

But if I dream now… when do I wake..?