// conflicting desires//

  • I don’t want to go to school because I hate sitting in classes where we do absolutely nothing
    BUT
    I really want to keep up my high school perfect attendance and win that stupid award at the end of the year….
  • I want to work at Target or Disneyland
    BUT
    work is work and play is play. What if I get sick of it? or end up hating it?
  • I want to have the freedom of driving myself 
    BUT
    I’m kind of scared to drive… even though I’ve never tried it.
  • I want to grow my hair out
    BUT
    it just stops growing at this length because of the damage that comes with the joy of heating appliances
  • I want to just let myself fall
    BUT
    I don’t want to get hurt 
  • I know I should put all my trust in You, Lord
    BUT
    somehow I just… can’t.